Rant

It's hard not being the dominant one.
It's hard to be unpretty and uncool.
It's hard to be the blur one amongst the bright minds.
It's hard to grow old alone, and your so-called friends make fun of your age.
It's hard to let a friend go, and admit you can't talk to them like before anymore.
It's hard to be under scrutiny and pushing yourself for deadlines.
It's hard to be the firstborn.
It's hard to be the junior.
It's hard to still stand on your own feet and stay strong.
It's hard to keep the tears in.
It's hard to be, me.