Who are you, in 10 years.
What do you know. What you'd expect?
I came across a chat saved in my email between me and my high school friend, dated in 2010.
I'd rather call that year my Dark Age.
The manner of speaking is so unlike me nowadays, so childish and depressed (cz I just got out of a toxic relationship), yet so optimistic. It's an irony since it'd been ages I've spoken to him. He's kinda avoided me, and all of our other schoolmates, for reasons God knows what.
And 10 years later, I've been struggling with a different kind of hell.
Even after all that I've been through,
Going through the chat history made me realized that no matter how shitty and down I may feel,
Allah always have a way to turn it around.
So have some faith, shall we?
- 10 days towards Ramadhan,
Khairun.
