Puasa
Puas
Bersorak di depan tivi
Berdentum bedilan api
Di mana mata
Di mana hati
Puasa
Bersahur sorak
Bersahur esak
Berbuka mewah
Berbuka jannah
Puasa
Sama seagama
Satu di sini
Satu di sana
Kebersamaan sirna
Puasa
Bukankah bulan empati?
Duhai mata, bertenanglah
Duhai minda, mengosonglah
Sinsingkan segala serabut dan kata
Biar aku lena
Kerana cuma dalam lena, aku temui damai
Biar tak sedar
Biar tak hingar dek mimpi nanar
Tapi damai.
Saat yang kunanti
Saat tenggelam dalam gelap yang sepi.
I had planned and booked tickets to go to Kota Kinabalu (KK) after raya, so me and my travel partner gonna rock it. Sooooo eventho I have my practical exams in 3 days (It's not my fault the subject I'm taking falls on the last day!) I am giving myself the priviledge to daydream about things I wanna do when I'm in KK.
1. I wanna see the sunset at Tanjung Aru. And maybe visit that aunty who have the stall at the Tanjung Aru Beach Food Court. I dunno whether she knows me still or not but maybe I need to bring my mum's pic everywhere I go to get discounts cz my mum, she knows people. All I remember is her sayap bakar was da bomb.
2. Dinner at the night market near the pasar besar KK. You can choose any seafood you like and have it grilled ur way. Tho I'm craving for the Soto Makassar. Afterwards probably can bring my friend for a walk at the waterfront.
3. For touristy aspects (cz my friend had never been to Sabah) prolly could drag her to the Sabah Museum or Monsopiad Cultural Village.
4. Sayap bakar at Tanjung Lipat. Oh I hope D loves them too.
5. Breakfast roti kahwin n half boiled egg at Fook Yuen.
6. Go island hopping. I've only been to Manukan Island, I hope to see the Mamutik and Sapi islands this time. And indulge in the crystal clear waters!
7. Go to Kundasang and Kinabalu Park. I want to visit the Desa Cattle too it's new and kinda trippy but yeah it's the craze now so mustt goooo. And maybe we'll drop by at Poring.
8. Meet some friends. I hope so! Tho I wouldn't expect much cz we're going on weekdays and my friends already have careers so there. But I guess dinner should be fine aite...
9. Go to Pasar Philippines to meet my mum's friends- nah, scratch that- to do some souvenir shopping, tho i dont think my family want any lol except maybe dried shrimps and anchovies for my mum lol. D wants to buy seafood so I'll become an aunty who knows the way around Pasar Ikan KK lolness.
Yeah that's about it.
If given a choice there's more things to do and more people to meet but time is a luxury for me. Huhu.
Can't wait!
Now just hope my exams goes well, ameen, and afterwards I can do whatever I wanna do in the 2 months holidays.
Bye! Assalamualaykum!
Terjepit di tengah
Yang tak ketahuan bila mulanya
Seperti melalui jambatan sempit
Kayunya rapuh
Jalannya satu
Tibanya sakit
Tak mahu lalu lagikan rewet.
Persiapan viva - Membelek-belek instrumen - Mengecilkan biji mata menilik gambar sinar X - melihat spesimen lama lalu terpacul terus sakitnya - Viva yang sekejap - kurasakan lama - kerana menjawab soalan bermulut - tak semudah menangani luka kertas.
Menghadang curahnya hujan di bumi nan dahaga itu
Lebih meluluhkan, daripada kemarau panjang tanpa jeda.
Apa kerana kamu di tangga atas
Kamu fikir kamu boleh berlaku apa-apanya saja
Terketukkah di benakmu,
Yang terlantar melarat di pinggir kotamu
Memanggil rahmat, malah dibalasnya cemeti ke muka?
Sungguh, kasihannya kamu,
Kerana fikirmu,
Fikirmu, denda dan larangan
Mampu melawan Yang Memberi Kudrat dan Rahmat.
Bulan mulia ini,
Ceritera ummah menggendangkan pilu
Hari pertamanya saja menyaksikan
Palestina dibedil bertalu
China dilarang puasanya
Myanmar terus diserang 'pihak berkuasa'
Dan Malaysia
Tanah air yang kucanangkan harmoninya ini
Menghalang sedekah pada fakir di kaki limanya.
Apakah terlalu lemahnya ummah ini
Sehingga terpalu, terpukul begini
Apakah terlalu hinanya kami
Sehingga tak tersampaikan doa-doa kami di hening dini
Apakah yang bakal terjadi lagi
Dengan baki dua puluh lima hari
Ramadhanku ini?
Sungguh sesak jiwaku
Sungguh sayu seluruh ragaku
Meski punya ujian kecil di hari empat
Ingatan pada yang lebih melarat, lebih menggugat.
Ihzimhum, wansurna 'alaihim.
