"Ting, ting tang ting tara ting ting ke ting tang ting..."
- Comel Pipi Merah, Siti Nurhaliza
I imagined gamelan, and a cheery festival. Everyone is smiling and is happy. No long faces, no bad thoughts tonight.
No bad thoughts tonight.
Alas my mind, is an individual of its own. It wanders to the most crooked crevices of possibilities.
I hate my position the most, now, when I don't know where I stand, I don't know what I want, or what I should be.
What we should be.
I'd rather turn it over and give you the benefit of doubt, but my heart can't take it, it just can't. And it is far more complicated than I've ever been at.
Comparing, comparing, balancing life and what's not alive.
Be strong, sayang.
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