Degil!

the Stubborn trait in me.

well, i met my mom's friend years back and she is known to know how to figure out a person's personality from his/her birthdate. she went to a course for that and yeah i'm quite skeptical (still am actually) but I just go with it as to respect her.

yeah i used to hangout with my mom and her friends like that.

and so she asked for my birthdate and the time of my birth.

then she told me that my strongest trait is my stubborn-ness.

Degil, kata aunty tu.

My mom strongly agreed. She said it is super hard or nearly impossible to tell me not to do a thing when I had set my mind to it.

And so, aunty Z told me that stubborn can be either good or bad.

If I'm stubborn to do something good, then it'll be a good thing.

But throughout the years I went through after that, I learnt that some things just cant bulge or go the way you want it to be, no matter how hard you tried. But alhamdulillah I also learnt that Allah judges a person based on his/her actions and effort, not the results. So it kinda put me at ease when I encounter things that I couldnt change or adapt to.

And I also learnt that I need to differentiate between being stubborn and just pure ego.

The end.

Cant sleep, hence this.

Good night and peace out.